Three years ago, I asked for a polaroid camera for Christmas. I had recently taken up photography as a profession and understood the value in capturing fleeting moments. Over the last few years I've made it a priority to buy film & capture the simple moments of being a mother to two girls. I love looking at a picture and having it take me back to that exact moment. There is something so special about taking a picture and getting to hold it in your hand, right then! Time doesn't stop, but I am grateful for these tiny polaroids that hold onto memories and all their feelings forever.

harper's dress: old navy

wood bead garland: queenphandmade

polariod camera: fuji film

Ever tried to take your own Christmas pictures? Yeah, well I don't recommend it. I thought being a photographer and all, I would be able to pull it off. But NOPE. Why is it that you can get other people's kids to smile for you, but your own kids won't smile even if you bribe them with an entire bag of gummy worms. Harper was not having it. Didn't help that we got to our location just as she fell asleep. And when this girl is out, she is OUT. Takes after her dad in that way. So we were able to snap a few pictures of us with Hailey. I didn't even bother getting my tripod out to try and get one of all three of us. Even though the pictures thing was kind of a bust, it was still really fun. I love getting outside and going on a quick adventure. I feel my best when I am out connecting with nature and appreciating all the beauty God has put on this Earth. There is so much beauty in places that are untouched my man. I'm grateful for National forests and having places where I can truly escape the chaos and busyness. It was also nice just having some bonding time with Taylor. One of my favorite things to do with him is go on long drives. I love talking to him. He truly is my best friend and we never have run out of things to talk about. With how crazy these last few months of been, I loved having even just an hour with him totally uninterrupted. Any way, don't be like me: save up for family pictures and let a professional photographer deal with keeping your kids entertained and smiling!

xo, Carly