Taylor and I just finished the show Parenthood. Soooo good. This was like my fourth time watching the finale and Taylor's first time. I won't give anything major away, but in the last episode there is a song that I just love. A part of says "It was always you." I have been thinking a lot about my marriage lately and just how lucky I am to have Taylor in my life. I get so freaked out thinking about the possibility of ever losing him. Some people wait their whole lives to have what we do. Some people never even find it. I feel so privileged to have him. It's no secret that Taylor and I got married super young. An amazing part of that is getting to grow with each other. We get to struggle together and build our lives from the bottom up. We get to continually look back together and think look what we have done. It is an amazing feeling. I think back at the long journey that lead me to Taylor. All the boyfriends and heart ache and drama and wasted tears. All the games and confusion. Taylor was different from the moment I met him. I was comfortable with him. There was never any guessing. He cherished me and kept my heart safe. He made me feel wanted and special. Like I was the only person in the room. He was such a breath of fresh air. He made me believe that everything I had ever dreamed of having in a husband was possible. That fairy tales are real. There is so much to love about Taylor. Everyone who has met him, knows what I am talking about. I am just so happy to be a long for the ride and laugh together for the rest of our lives. Love you to the ends of the earth. It was always you.

xo, Carly